Brink O' Death

        I have had an on and off 103 fever all weekend. I hate immune systems. With how they think they are allowed to get sick and stuff.
        This week we learned about lip syncing for 3D. Will I use it? No. Was it interesting? Kind of. It seems more complicated, though, I'd rather just stick to being able to draw a mouth instead. I also learned that debates on a Friday are not a good thing. Chemistry is still terrible, stats is bearable, history is the worst because we have a student teacher.
        In the future, I want to learn how to actually enjoy being in a role you hate. Because I really hate my role in this year's musical and I am not having a good time. The more I hate it, the longer the production will be to be over, so if I can just pretend I like it I can get out faster. But I don't know how to like being a pound of foam, a plant, and a 30-yard piece of fabric. It is just so invigorating you know.
        Something that frustrated me this week was getting sick. I felt meh for the most part all week but also I rarely ever go to sleep when I mean to so I chalked it up to that. But Friday I felt worse, and I pushed through the day and took a nap and woke with a common cold from hell. I haven't had a fever break 100 in a while and do that alone was frustrating. I also wanted to do things this weekend and couldn't because my only pal was low-key death. I was and am still miserable. But just gotta...soldier through.
        I was happy on Wednesday when I went to the mall with my friend Jennie and finally got a caped Hogwarts house shirt. Which is a miracle, because Hufflepuff barely has merchandise. I also got the best stuffed animal in the world and he has really made this weekend better. I really love him a lot. Also sometimes Bronwyn sends me a meme, or I send her one and it always makes me happy. Yay for memes.
        This is a good video explaining depression. Sometimes I just feel like people might need to understand it better.